Sunday, September 25, 2011

shrouded in black, with the raven of destiny on their shoulder || ( silver widow )

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He had known for a long time that he was predestined to make a widow happy, and that she would make him happy, and that did not worry him.  On the contrary: he was prepared.  After having known so many of them during his incursions as a solitary hunter, Florentino Ariza had come to realize that the world was full of happy widows.  He had seen them go mad with grief at the sight of their husband's corpse, pleading to be buried alive in the same coffin so they would not have to face the future without him, but as they grew reconciled to the reality of their new condition he had seen them rise up from the ashes with renewed vitality.  They began by living like parasites of gloom in their empty houses, they became confidantes of their servants, lovers of their pillows, with nothing to do after so many years of sterile captivity... 
In the restorative idleness of solitude, on the other hand, the widows discovered that the honorable way to live was at the body's bidding, eating only when one was hungry, loving without lies, sleeping without having to feign sleep in order to escape the indecency of official love, possessed at last of the right to an entire bed to themselves, where no one fought them for half of the sheet, half of the air they breathed, half of their night, until their bodies were satisfied with dreaming their own dreams, and they were alone.
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màrquez, love in the time of cholera 203

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